An Open Letter To The Person I Once Loved
Hi Em, I wrote this letter to let you know how down I was and how well I am today. On the 9th of January 2016, you broke my heart into a million pieces. That was the day I died inside. You told me you didn't love me anymore and I didn't matter anymore and that you had sex with someone who was better than me. That was the day I lost everything. I lost my friends, I lost my time with my family, and most of all, I lost myself. I had sleepless nights. I didn't eat right. I worked out more than I should and exhausted myself by running kilometers after kilometers after kilometers. I tried to find my way out inside this huge maze of doubts and fears. I abused my body. I smoked like shit and didn't speak with anyone. I cried for months. I cried almost everywhere. In my room, in the office, even in the washroom. I didn't know who I was but that didn't matter. I unloved myself. I hated myself. I cried everytime I heard the phrase "always and f...